Thankful Tuesday

This post is a little hard today.

I'm having a hard time finding things I'm thankful for today.  SOO much is going on that it's wearing me out. I feel worn thin.  I've got to go in front of a judge tomorrow to have a ticket dismissed cause the officer wrote a ticket cause my insurance card wasn't valid.  Which totally sucks, cause we have insurance, I just didn't have the proof with me. UGH!

 

But anyway.

There are things to be thankful for

 

Last night one of my friends was talking about Suicide, so I spent 2 hours talking him down.  He is still alive today, and he is going to get some help.  So that's definetly a good thing.

 

My daughter has her Red Rock appointment tomorrow.  First one is 9am for her Med doc, then 11 for therapy.  I'm glad it's helping her as much as it is. It's great to see her smile again, and to hear her laugh again.  She still has moments where I can tell things are still getting to her, but she's SO MUCH HAPPIER.  SUCH a good thing, and very thankful for that.

 

My husband has been SUPER helpful with everything that's been going on lately.  With my MS acting up as bad as it has been, the bipolar taking such a horrible downswing, and the PTSD still causing nightmares - he has been my rock in the storm. I am so blessed to have him in my life.

 

I have found something that helps when I get to urge to cut.  (In case I hadn't said it before, I've been cutting since I was 17 years old).  I started drawing on my body. My legs and arms. I've got some really cute stuff that I've drawn. Just geometric patterns and stuff.  And it seems to be helping a TON, so I'm thankful for that. I just hope it keeps working.

 



It's time to fix dinner and try to find something to do to keep me occupied for a while.  I did manage to get the fees that I'll have to pay tomorrow taken care of. My parents are awesome!  Seriously hate having to ask for help, but thankful that they are always there for us when we need them the most.

 

I think this weekend I want to take the girls out and take some pics of them. I think that would be fun, and it would be awesome to have some updated pics of them.  I love having their pictures up in my house. Keeps my loves close, and that's always something that makes me happy.

 

Hope everyone had an awesome day.

 

Share what YOU are thankful for in the comments below!

LATER TATER!
LYNZ