Evenings are the worst

You know, I used to LOVE evenings.  They were great.  Spending time with friends and family, enjoying the sunset, and cooler temps.  And just enjoying the night.

 

But now, with the BP, Depression, PTSD, and MS, evenings are pure hell some nights.  Tonight is one of those nights.  Just... blah.

 

My legs hurt like crazy, my eyes aren't cooperating because I'm exhausted, my depression is making it hard to enjoy the things that I usually enjoy.  Just, blah.  I'm ok.  I mean, I'm not thinking about doing anything BAD like I have in the past.  But it's just pure exhaustion.

 

At least it's Friday.

I play guild wars, and the guild I'm in does guild missions on Friday nights, so that's fun.  I can stay up a little later and sleep in tomorrow, which is nice. 

But it is also Friday.

Which is the day I take my Avonex shot, which makes me feel BLAH for 24 hours.  Fight with a migraine, achy body (more than normal aches and pains), and just the all around blah of flu like symptoms.

 

I know it's a good thing.

I know because I take the shot it hasn't gotten any worse
It hasn't gotten BETTER, mind you

But it hasn't gotten worse.

 

Just, I hate doing it, heh.

 

Right now, I'm watching some random Youtube videos, chatting with some friends, and getting ready to do dinner and play some Tomb Raider with my hubby until time for guild missions.  HOPEFULLY I can get over this BLAH and enjoy something for a while.

 

If not, tomorrow is a new day right?

 

Hope all of you had a good day.

And I hope all of you rest well

 

GOODNIGHT

LYNZ