Yesterday was a bit of a rough day. Both physically and mentally I was just exhausted and hurting like hell. SOO, sorry this is a day late again.
Still had a fun day. Slept in a bit. Then played some Guild Wars. Then a friend of mine came over and we went for a good long walk down by the Water Canal. I love it down there. So pretty and relaxing, even when there are a billion people down there, lol. We had 3 loaves of bread that I got from the pantry that were going to go bad soon, so we took them down there and fed the ducks. AND we gave some away to some other kids down there to feed the ducks with too. So it was a good time. I pushed it WAY too far though, and by the time we got home I was hurting so bad I had to lay down and take a nap. I slept for 4 hours! It was crazy. I haven't had a nap like that in a LONG time.
My mind has been really mean the last week or so. Stupid Bipolar taking such a drastic swing downwards. It's something that I'm going to have to learn to deal with better though, cause the things my mind thinks scare even me. At least I'm getting some help. And at least I have amazing friends and family there for me. Cause without all of that, I'm not sure I'd still be here.
I'm thankful for my friend Heather who came over yesterday. She deals with Bipolar disorder too, so she's easier to talk to about it. She understands what's going on, and what I'm thinking, better than even my husband. SOO thankful that she's there for me through this whole thing. We all need that one friend who can do something like that. I mean, yeah, I've got LOTS of other great friends. Finch, Kerr, J, Kiki, Ash, Jim... I can't say I don't have friends. But she seems to understand me better than even I understand me some days, heh.
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Anyway, on to super stuffs.
Got some songs I want to share that have been stuck in my head.
Hope everyone has an awesome day!
I'll be back later for Silly Sunday (hopefully)
LATER TATER
LYNZ
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