Lifes little mistakes

Sorry I was absent yesterday.  Some pretty intense stuff happened in my life, and I just couldn't keep up.  I barely had time to breathe, let alone sit down for more than a minute.  We've moved past it, and we are working through it, and that's the best I can hope for right now.

 

I'm just blessed that my little mistakes aren't costing me everything, because they very well could have, and that would have devastated me more than I could ever put into words. 

 

No, I'm not going to post the details here. If you really want to know, shoot me an email (sillystarryeyes@yahoo.com) and if I feel I can trust you with the information, or I feel comfortable enough telling you, I will reply with what's going on. If not, I won't. Simple as that. Don't take it personally if I don't tell you.  There are only a few people that I would trust with the information right now.

 

SO, now on to the make up post from yesterday, and then todays.

 

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FIERCE FRIDAY

 

Fierce is an understatement as to how yesterday went.  Thursday night something horrible happened, and we were still reeling from it yesterday.  But in the grand scheme of things, it could have been a hell of a lot worse.

We went out and talked to a friend that was involved, and put both of our minds at least a little more at ease.  We spent the majority of the day talking and working through it in the only way we knew how.  I'm just thankful that he is as loving and forgiving as he is, because I don't think I would have been ok if he wasn't. 

 

Fighting always sucks, and we did our fair share of it yesterday.  But today is a brand new day, and we are better for it.

 

We did have an incident with the brakes on the car.  I accidently hit a curb, and apparently messed one up, so it made all kinds of horrible noises while we were driving. That really shook me up. Anyone who knows me knows that I don't do well with stuff like that. After the car accident not that long ago, I was even more paranoid. But thank goodness Ruben was there to help, because if I was alone when it happened, I probably would have pulled over and had to have someone come rescue me. I hate that I'm like that, but it's the way it is.... SOO yeah.

 

So yeah, yesterday was a rough, fierce, crazy day.

 

But it's over

 

ONWARD

 

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SUPER SATURDAY

 

My brother in law is SUPER today. He's over helping hubby work on the car so that we can get it fixed.  He doesn't HAVE to do it, but he does, and that's awesome.

 

My girls are SUPER because they are giving me hugs, kisses, and reassuring me, and they are making sure to keep up with their chores, take the dog out, and play outside to get the fresh air and sun, which is awesome.  I'm so thankful for our new house

 

My house is SUPER because we have privacy.  We have a HUGE backyard.  We have an AWESOME kitchen and bathroom, and plenty of space for the things we NEED in our lives. AND it's forcing us to finally get rid of a lot of things that we've just been holding on to for nostalgic reasons.  Time to just let it all go. 

 

My best friends are SUPER because they've been there for me during some of the darkest moments in my life.  These last few months have been HELL (with the PTSD and BP and MS) and they've been there to help me find the things that I can live for, and that I'm good at.  And that's HUGE.

 

My Red Rock caseworker is SUPER because she noticed something was wrong when I was up there the other day, and she sat me down and made me admit the things that were going on.  She was going to have me go inpatient if her supervisor thought I should. She didn't, thank goodness, but we did work out a safety plan, and She told me that if I ever needed to call I can.  And that's huge to me.

 

My husband is SUPER for being there for me through the last couple days. He very easily could have decided to leave me, and I wouldn't have been able to really blame him. I made a lot of mistakes, and I felt like I was going to lose everything because of them. But he proved me wrong. He's been open about how he feels, and we've had some really good conversations yesterday and today about it.  That means the world to me that he's willing to stick around and work through it with me.

 

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I'm about to go make some watermelon/ mango Iced tea (with fresh watermelon and mango), and then decide what we are doing for dinner. NO IDEA what I want, lol.  We've got a LOT of things in there though, so I'm sure we will figure SOMETHING out.

 

Hope everyone has had a good couple days.

See ya tomorrow!

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LATER TATER
Lynz