Saturday, April 30, 2016

What is ''Normal'' anyway?

With my MS, that's a question I often ask myself.
What is "normal"
What does it mean to be "normal"
Sometimes that is a really difficult question to answer, isn't it?  Because to some people, it's size 1, perfect boobs and butt, and being able to go 24 hours a day with very little sleep.  To others, it's just being able to make it through the day and do the things that you NEED to do.  That, dear friends, is where I am at.  I just want to be able to do what I need to do without having to fight through it every single day.  To be able to wake up in the morning without being in pain.  I want to be able to walk for more than a few steps without needing a cane at 31. 
Now, don't get me wrong, I know there are people out there that are in FAR worse conditions than I am.  People fighting for their lives every single day.  I try to remember that when I am having a bad day.  I try to remember how blessed I am, and how good things really are.
I have amazing friends.
I have a wonderful family.
I still have my life.
I won't die from this.
I still live, every day.
And I try to live to the fullest.
I just wish it were a little easier to do sometimes.

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